Sunday, December 12, 2004

Still Trying to Make Friends

Met up with this girl, Mori Chie, on Friday. She's 24 and works at a hotel, I think doing banquet work. She's interesting, I guess. She's really pushy with her emails... and so, yeah, because Daddy called the other day, I missed my chance to go to an onsen, and instead I met Chie. We went to Mister Donuts to talk and then to karaoke. I've never sung so horribly at karaoke in my entire life! I was so embarassed. And she kept saying "your voice is cute." 9_9 *rolls eyes* Then she went home and I ate at a really small ramen shop near my house that has really good pork.

Yesterday, I skipped out on a going away party for Blaire and Summer to go to yakiniku at GyuKaku with Yuki. I also skipped out on an acapella performance I really wanted to go to. But, I'd already agreed to go to dinner with Yuki, so Takurou's invite came a little late. But anyway, yeah, met Yuki. She's the cutie who works in the department store down the street. She was saying she had a really low alcohol tolerance and boy, was she right. After just half the glass of beer, her face was red and she was ever so slightly out of control. But anyway, in her cute drunkeness, we managed to get free desserts from the cute waiter who obviously was attracted to her. Being that this is Japan, stuff like that never happens. Anyway, it would seem that if I have no other plans, I will be going to some kind of Salsa Dance party with her on December 29th. Hmm...

Anyway, I've been doing some mini-freaking-outness just about life. I'm really lonely and really frustrated at that loneliness. I don't have a confindante here. The closest thing I have is maybe Takurou... and my Japanese isn't good enough to just... talk. I can't always say what I want to say and if I try, I tend to only leave an impression of what I want to say. They don't get the whole story. *sigh* It's really frustrating. The longer I'm here, the more strongly I want to go home.

2 comments:

cler1c said...

OI!!! where's teh AKFG song u was gonna play for your homepage... bleh bleh bleh... hidoi...

cler1c said...

hey, i just thought of something... when was the last time u meditated?